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venomousliberty: (Uruai)
So, it's Ash Wednesday today and there was this unspoken rule between my group of friends that we would all be attending the 3:00 mass this afternoon so we could follow the usual ritual. Now here's the thing, they don't have any freaking idea I've abandoned being Catholic or have stopped believing in any religion and since I don't actually know how they'd fucking take that, I just kept quiet and walked with them to the church.

I swear... I freaking swear that I tried staying in that place. I've even thought of sitting with them through the entire mass but I just can't. I can't force myself to go back and pretend to believe in something I don't believe anymore. So I muttered some sort of lame excuse and left. Luckily, they let me go without asking any questions

As to why I've stopped believing in him, I don't know. I just stopped. I just reached that point where I don't want to believe anymore.

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