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venomouslibertyTitle: DUAL
Chapters: oneshot
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venomousliberty
Genre: romance, angst
Rating: NC-17
Warnings: psychological disorder, bad language
Summary: Kouyou Takashima is a homophobe who has another side to him that he’s unaware of... a side that is in love with his roommate, Yuu Shiroyama.
Comments: Re-posting this fic since I’ve deactivated my previous account, deleting this story, as well as its sequel in the process.
Dedication: I wrote this forsweetlolixo who has been a very good and precious friend to me.
Sequel: TWO SIDES
Raven eyes took a quick glance at the door, goosebumps present on white, porcelain skin as an eager heart play a frantic beat, anticipation spreading around the silent room as wild fire. A soundless sigh escaped a pair of plump and pierced lips as said owner of those perfect appendages shivered yet again in excitement.
It would be any second now...
Distant, muffled footsteps echoed through the closed door, the distinct sound increasing in volume as the person responsible for the sudden noise approached.
Here he comes...
The footsteps ceased.
In three,
The doorknob moved as the key was inserted to the hole...
Two,
And twisted.
One.
The door suddenly slammed open, causing the person patiently waiting inside the room to jerk upwards as the thick piece of wood hit the wall with a loud thud. As if on auto-mode, Yuu quickly averted his eyes back to the forgotten pile of decaying homework he was supposed to be doing and pretended to be uncaring of the person who was about to step into the room.
A tall man suddenly waltzed in, his long, layered, honey-blond locks swaying gracefully as he walked towards the bed located at the other side of the room, his auburn orbs gazing coldly at the raven-haired man sitting quietly in front of a study table piled with heaps of business management books, bile rising up in his throat as disgust began to burn in his stomach. Kouyou hated his roommate. No, scratch that. Kouyo loathed his roommate with a passion and there never was a day when he wished that he could swap rooms with another person.
Quietly Inhaling a deep breath to keep his calm facade, Yuu kept pretending that he was engrossed with his homework and secretly observed what the other man was doing by listening to his movements. He heard him move around his part of the room they were sharing then rummaged through the cabinets as the sound of drawers being pulled open and pushed closed filled his ears. He heard him moved again, the sound of his roommate's footsteps resonating away from him and in a matter of seconds, the sound of the bathroom door closing with a soft click was heard. It was then that Yuu deemed it safe to release the shaky sigh he had been holding, his heart thumping wildly in mixed excitement, fear and misery.
He cautiously turned his head around and looked at the closed door of the bathroom, the sound of water hitting the tiled walls and floors echoing behind the huge piece of wood, causing him to let out another sigh of relief. He turned his attention to his desk again and checked the time on his digital clock.
11:53:45.
A huge grin curved up on his lips, the dark ring that decorated his bottom lip, glinting against the white light coming from his lamp as his heart thudded faster, feeling himself getting close to having a heart attack as he patiently waited for every second to pass by.
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The bathroom door swung open after five minutes.
Yuu's body tensed as he kept his gaze on his book, tightly gripping the pen he was holding in his right hand, head swimming in fear and exhilaration, silently observing, waiting for his roommate's next move.
A scowl quickly appeared on Kouyou's handsome face as he bored holes on the back of his roommate's skull once again, his lithe body clad in a pair of loose pajamas and shirt, his blond locks now dark as water dripped from its jagged ends. He was silent, but also observing, waiting for his roommate to regard his presence.
It had always been like this every evening. Yuu would be in their room, busy doing his homework or studying. Kouyou would arrive, glaring at the quiet raven, staring at him with pure disgust and hatred in his eyes before taking a shower or changing into his pajamas. Then the blond would go to bed and sleep, while the raven would remain wide awake, focused on his books and his notes... at least, that's what the blond had always thought.
Yuu silently listened as his roommate shifted around his side of the room, still sensing the piercing needles of hate prickling through the back of his neck. Everyone in school knew that he was gay. Everyone in the dormitory seemed to be okay with the fact that he liked men. Everyone didn't mind that he was different... except for his roommate, Kouyou, who happened to be a homophobe and dreaded the fact that he shared the same room and air with a faggot. He was used to the cold, and sometimes rude treatment, but still, he hoped his roommate wasn't a narrow-minded asshole who thought that being close to a gay guy was lethal. It was such a shame that his roommate was also one of the hottest and sexiest men in the dormitory.
While Yuu was busy entertaining his unneeded thoughts, Kouyou, on the other hand, continued to glare at the raven as he strolled towards his territory, hung his wet towel on a hook attached on the wall and went to his bed, his auburn orbs never leaving that long, layered mop of ebony hair. He was just thankful that Yuu didn't even take the time to look at him. He didn't want to see the other man's face. His hate only increased ten folds when Yuu looked at him, especially when he realized that his roommate was just as good looking as him, even more when the blaring fact screamed in his head that Yuu was gay and he liked men. He hated homosexuals and he hated them with a good reason, a reason that he was carefully keeping as a secret.
The blond took the sheets and placed one knee on his bed, readying himself to go to sleep. But before he could fully get on the mattress and lie down, he bared his teeth and threw one last furious look at his quiet roommate. “Don't you dare fucking crawl on me while I sleep! You hear me, fag?” Kouyou warned, in the same deep, threatening voice that Yuu found cruel, heartbreaking, yet beautiful. After that, the blond finally lied down on his bed, pulled his blanket over his head and cleared his mind, surrendering himself to exhaustion and drowsiness.
On the other side of the room, Yuu had to try his best to stop himself from jumping around the room like a lunatic, secretly rejoicing that his roommate had finally decided to sleep. Although he had always awaited for this moment every night, he still couldn't stop his heart from its erratic beating. He still couldn't stop himself from being too excited.
He took a deep breath and patiently waited, hoping for something... or someone to come and claim him.
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The room that fell silent a few minutes ago was filled with the soft sound of sheets being flung away and a slim body leaping out of bed, footsteps gently thumping against the hard floor, the sound coming closer and closer to Yuu as the raven slowly stirred awake. Suddenly, a pair of lithe arms gently wrapped around his frame, a warm face nuzzling the juncture of his neck and shoulder as the smell of lavender assaulted his senses, making him sigh in joy and relief as it instantly calmed his raging nerves.
“Good evening, beautiful.” Kouyou's voice whispered softly in his ear, possessing a tone that the normal Kouyou wouldn't even bother using on him. It was low, sexy, alluring, seductive. A sound that was enough to make his body temperature rise and his pants grow tight. But that sinfully beautiful voice didn't belong to his roommate, no. It came from another person that secretly resided within Kouyou's heart, a person that only came out when Kouyou was deeply distressed or bothered.
Yuu inhaled deeply, his eyes closing in bliss as he languidly turned around to face the other person.
“Uruha.”
He wrapped his arms around the other man's neck and looked at him, excitement evident in his dark irises, as he finally looked at the beautiful face of his roommate, of Kouyou who had no idea of this soul living within him.
“Did Kouyou give you a hard time again?” Uruha answered with a loving smile, a smile that would be impossible for him to see if he was Kouyou.
“You know he always does.” He replied with a chuckle.
Uruha's plump lips curved up in a smirk, his slim eyebrow raising in amusement. “Did you miss me?”
Yuu pushed himself off of his seat so he could fully mold his body against Uruha's. “So much.” He whispered and smashed their lips together, need and lust radiating off of their bodies in an instant as they kissed. It had been almost a month since Uruha last took control of Kouyou's body and Yuu missed him so much he had a hard time thinking straight when Kouyou was around. The raven forced himself to stay up late until the wee hours of the morning just to wait for Uruha and finally, his prayers were answered and his hard work had paid off.
The blond's arms tightened around Yuu's waist. He lifted the shorter male off the floor and brought him to the tidy bed located in the raven's side of the room. Yuu landed on the mattress with a soft thud, momentarily breaking the kiss that they were sharing, the frame creaking in protest as Uruha followed and hovered over Yuu, only to claim his lips once again for another soul-searing kiss.
Yuu had no idea how long they had locked lips, how long he allowed himself to enjoy and get drunk in Uruha's taste. It would've been an hour, a day or ages, he didn't really care, all he knew was that he missed Uruha, and his kisses, and his caresses, his warmth... everything. Even if he was being deprived of oxygen and would die from suffocation anytime soon, he had no plan to stop the blond from stealing his breath.
Uruha, being the sensitive man that he was, released the raven's lips, allowing the shorter male to breathe again, the blond's honey-brown orbs gazing deeply at him, gleaming with longing and desire. “I can tell that you enjoyed that.” He uttered with a gorgeous smile on his perfect lips.
“You've been gone for almost a month.” Yuu simply responded and brought a hand to his lover's face, his fingers gently stroking Uruha's cheek.
The blond's eyes widened in surprise. “That long?” He slowly shook his head in disbelief. “Fuck.” The longest time that he wasn't able to take over Kouyou's body was two weeks. No wonder Yuu had looked so eager and happy to see him. He wiped the shocked look on his face and smiled at the man beneath him again. “I'm sorry, baby.” He apologized and gently bestowed a soft kiss on the tip of the other man's nose.
Yuu nodded, a naughty smirk curving up on his plump lips. “You have to make it up to me. I had to stay up every night just to wait for you.” He shot back suggestively, his voice proof of what those words truly conveyed. The smile on Uruha's lips widened, turning into a perverted grin that made Yuu's skin shiver in excitement. Without another word, Uruha leaned over and seized his lips.
The blond kissed the raven-haired male deeply, passionately, like he had never tasted his lips before. Yuu immediately responded and opened his mouth, inviting his lover to deepen the kiss. Uruha quickly shoved his tongue inside his lover's mouth and explored the warm cavern; his hands starting to move along Yuu's body, touching him through the cotton shirt he was wearing.
Yuu moaned against the kiss, his chest suddenly tight from lack of oxygen and his heart beating rapidly against his ribcage as Uruha robbed him of his right to breathe once more and drove him wild with passion. He wrapped his arms around the blond's neck, pressing their bodies closer.
Uruha inhaled sharply once he felt the smaller man's arms around him. He tore his lips away from Yuu's mouth and lightly nipped on the raven's ear instead, earning a low moan from him. He slid one arm under Yuu's waist and pulled him closer, rubbing his painfully hard erection on his lover's crotch. "How much do you want me?" He whispered, his voice thick with need and anticipation as his other hand slipped inside Yuu's shirt and searched for his nipple.
The raven-haired man let out a strangled moan, suddenly grabbing a handful of blond hair as Uruha's thumb teased one of his nipples, their hips grinding against each other, causing jolts of pleasure to run swiftly through their bodies like electricity.
Uruha wanted to feel more, wanted to do more than kissing and touching so he quickly pushed Yuu's shirt up. Yuu immediately sat up for a moment to allow the other man to undress him and raised his hips when Uruha reached for his pants. He settled back on the bed and watched the blond with an aroused expression on his face as Uruha drank in the seductive sight of his lover's slim yet lean body, wearing nothing but black boxers that currently hid a very hard erection. He swallowed hard, his cock throbbing intensely inside his underwear as his lust grew stronger. He began nipping on the raven's neck, planting soft, wet kisses along his smooth skin while his hands freely roamed all over his lover's chest, tweaking and playing with his hardened nubs.
Yuu whimpered, his back arching off the bed as Uruha tortured his chest. "So much... I want you so much... U-uruha…"
The blond grinned and as his teasing mouth traveled lower, so were his eager hands. He slid them along Yuu's sides until they reached his hips and hooked a finger on the waistband of his boxers, yanking the underwear down his slender thighs and finally releasing his erection. One slender hand wrapped around the raven's leaking cock while the other slipped under his hips to grope his round ass.
Another stifled moan escaped Yuu's throat, pleasurable heat jetting madly through his blood and system at the blond's ministrations. He slipped his hands inside Uruha's shirt, his palms wandering all over his lover's hard back and chest, the intensity of his lust rising as Uruha continued to languidly pump his shaft and touch his ass. “Take your clothes off.” He silently pleaded.
Uruha quickly complied. He sat up and released Yuu's manhood for a moment to divest himself of his clothes. His night shirt was thrown somewhere on the floor, followed by his pajamas and lastly, his underwear. He sat in front of the raven-haired male, proudly showing off his svelte frame, shamelessly exposing the proof of his desire that made Yuu swallowed hard, his throat suddenly dry as this suffocating hunger inside him intensified. He teasingly raised his feet up and spread his legs wide open, fully offering himself to his blond lover. Uruha grinned lecherously, licked his lips as if he was about to taste the most delicious delicacy in the world and moved down to settle between his open legs, eagerly accepting his invitation. The raven propped himself on his elbows so he could see Uruha's every move, his breath suddenly stuck in his throat as the blond leaned over and looked hungrily at his leaking shaft. Uruha slowly darted his tongue out, his chromatic orbs gazing seductively at him before he gave the swollen erection a long lick starting from the base and all the way to the tip.
Yuu's breath hitched, pleasure quickly piercing his skin and scorching every brain cell in his head as that one single lick instantly drove him delirious with ecstasy. His lover grasped the base of his cock and slipped the head inside his mouth, lightly sucking on it, those sinful, brown eyes closing in bliss as he tasted the raven's essence. Yuu struggled to keep his eyes open, no matter how heavy his eyelids had suddenly become. One hand tangled on golden strands of hair as the other gripped the soft sheets beneath him. He bit his bottom lip hard, stopping himself from crying out loud and being heard by the whole dormitory, but it was difficult, especially when Uruha suddenly took his hand away from his manhood and shoved his entire length in his mouth. "U-uruha… Oh god…"
Uruha continued his torturous assault, sucking hard on the organ inside his mouth, coaxing more moans and whimpers from the smaller male, his own erection throbbing harder between his legs as those enticing sounds spilled from Yuu's perfect lips. He released the wet rod for a moment, only to slip one of the soft sacs inside his mouth and suckled it like it was candy.
The hand that was desperately holding on the sheets was now twisting on Uruha's hair. Yuu grabbed the soft strands as if his life depended on it, his hips bucking wildly, pushing himself deeper inside Uruha's talented mouth when his lover swallowed him whole again. Uruha swiftly moved, his mouth sliding up and down along the raven's penis, alternating between swirling his tongue around the head and sucking it, which further drove Yuu mad.
Just when Yuu thought this sweet torture wasn't going to get any better, it suddenly did when he felt a digit slide along his crack and probed at his entrance. “Oh god, Uruha! I... I'm cumming!” He groaned and parted his mouth in a silent scream, his toes curling in ecstasy, oxygen completely leaving his lungs as pleasure washed over him. He finally reached his completion and shot his load inside Uruha's mouth, who eagerly swallowed every drop, forcing the tangy liquid down his throat and waited for
Yuu's body to finally calm down before slipping the spent organ out of his mouth. He licked his lips and slid up the raven's heaving body to look at him, a seductive smile present on his beautiful, wet lips.
Yuu slowly opened his eyes when he felt Uruha shifted over him, his warm breath wafting on his flushed cheek, smiling weakly when the blond's handsome face greeted him. "I missed you... doing that to me." He said as he breathed heavily, his entire body weak from the exhausting excursion.
"And I'm not done with you yet." Uruha responded cheekily then grabbed Yuu's wrists, hauling him up to sit on his lap, causing the raven-haired man to almost yelp in shock. "I'll make you feel even better." He finished with an evil glint in his chocolate eyes and sank his teeth on his lover's neck as he grabbed his ass, rubbing his hard erection against the smaller man.
Yuu felt himself instantly harden as Uruha rotated his hips, making his need known. His skin shivered in rapture at the sensation, his throat making small noises that gave away his uncontrollable emotions. He snaked his hands around the blond's neck and kissed him deeply, tasting himself in his lover's mouth. Uruha growled softly against the raven's lips as he satisfied his intense desire with mere touches and kisses from his lover. He slid a finger around Yuu's opening once again to tease him, making the other man's hips jerk.
The raven pulled away for a moment and gazed heatedly at his lover. "Prep… you need to prep me. It has been so long since we..." He trailed off as the blond quickly brought his hand to his lips. Without wasting any second, he eagerly licked the offered digits and drew them inside his mouth, hurriedly coating each finger with saliva. Once he was sure that he had done a great job in his task, he guided Uruha's hands to his ass and looked desperately at him, urging him to do what he needed to do.
Granting his lover's plea, the blond swirled one digit around Yuu's entrance and languidly pushed it inside. Yuu held his breath, forcing himself to relax as the initial discomfort over took his need. He leaned his head on Uruha's shoulder, his eyes closed in concentration as he allowed the blond to continue with his task.
Uruha carefully plunged his finger in and out of Yuu's opening, making him breathe heavily near his ear, a deep whimper escaping those full lips as he added two more fingers inside the tight entrance. Those torturing fingers went in and out of Yuu, teasing him and slowly driving him mad as the digits began to move quickly inside him. It wasn't long before he was moaning once again, murmuring Uruha's name, begging him to plunge those long fingers deeper inside him.
The blond licked his lips and with a grin slammed his digits inside the raven.
“God, Uru... I want you. I want you now. Please...” Yuu begged as his hips jerked against the his lover's fingers. “Fuck me. Fuck me, baby.”
Yuu's low and needy moans did it for Uruha, he quickly took his fingers out his lover's entrance and lifted the raven's hip. Taking hold of his own leaking member, he guided it upon the raven's opening, groaning in pleasure when the smooth tip made contact with Yuu's warm skin. "Fuck, I can't wait to be inside you. Here I go, baby." He whispered before lowering the smaller male on his cock and entered him slowly, carefully.
Yuu's nails scraped along Uruha's back, pain initially assaulting his senses as the blond entered him. His breath became labored, his throat making strangled noises as he tried to ignore the pain that burned in his core and focused his mind on something else that would make him forget about the ache, like Uruha's deep, erotic groans in his ear as he struggled to stop himself from thrusting violently into him.
"Yuu, you're so tight. F-fuck!" Uruha growled, his hands holding the raven's waist tight, experiencing heaven and hell at the same time. The velvety heat around his cock felt so good it sent his entire body tingling in pleasure and his mind blank in elation. He wanted nothing more than to pound his cock inside Yuu's tight ass, but he couldn't, not yet. His lover was still adjusting and he didn't want to hurt him.
Sliding his eyes shut, Yuu slowly moved his hips up and down, getting himself used to the pain, seeking out that desired pleasure that would eliminate every trace of discomfort in his body. Uruha helped him and made small thrusts as well, his lover's hand curling around his neglected cock. The blond slowly pumped him, the pleasure it brought immediately overriding the searing pain in his tight entrance.
They continued with their subtle movements, with their small thrusts and teasing touches until Yuu couldn't feel the pain anymore. He took a deep breath and exhaled his next wish. “Faster. Harder, baby.”
Uruha didn't need to be told twice. He hurriedly laid Yuu on his back and started his assault. He hooked the raven's knees over his shoulders and slammed his huge erection inside Yuu.
The raven groaned in pleasure at the sudden change in pace. He pursed his lips together, biting back every moan and swallowing every whimper that threatened to erupt from his throat as Uruha plunged quickly into him, increasing the pleasure, heightening the passion with his brisk movements, causing the bed frame to protest and creak underneath them. But both of them didn't care and at that point, Yuu didn't really give a fuck If they would wake up the entire floor or dormitory. He just wanted to enjoy his stolen moments with Uruha and cum.
“More. Harder. Fuck me harder, Uruha...”
The blond couldn't stop the chuckle that broke through his throat at his lover's shameless display of desperation. Yuu was usually needy, demanding but he was even more so tonight. The raven had probably missed him and he had every intention to satisfy and make things up to him before the night ends. He planted his knees firmly on the mattress and angled his hips a bit before thrusting deep inside his lover once more.
“There! Oh god, there! Uruha!” Yuu suddenly screamed as Uruha suddenly hit his prostate, causing fireworks to dance around his eyes.
The blond smirked, the raven's pleasurable scream going to his groin, further fueling his lust and the fire that licked his insides. He continued to pound deep inside his lover, driving his rigid shaft inside the raven's entrance with abandon, his mind focused on achieving pleasure and giving in to his desires. Yuu was so tight, so hot around him that he felt every cell in his body burn. He slid his hands down his lover's ass and pushed himself deeper, making the raven whimper and cry in bliss.
Yuu's toes curled and his eyes rolled to the back of his head as the blond repeatedly hit his prostate, desperate moans fluidly spilling from his parted mouth as ecstasy washed over him. "Uruha! God, Uruha!"
Uruha growled in triumph and continued to push his erection in that angle, his organ now smoothly sliding in and out of the raven's tight body, making the friction between their bodies more pleasurable, causing his entire body to quiver and tremble in need.
With Uruha's shaft repeatedly pressing against his prostate and the hand that was swiftly stroking his dripping cock, Yuu couldn't stop the scream that tore through his throat as his entire body was scorched with pleasure and he was pushed over the edge, his shaft shooting long lines of semen between his and his lover's body.
The blond continued to ram his cock inside his lover's ass as the raven clamped tight around him, making him see nothing but stars as his arousal throbbed and he finally reached his orgasm, flooding the beautiful body beneath him with his seed, Yuu's name repeatedly falling from his lips. "Yuu! Fuck, Yuu! Fuck!"
Yuu sighed in bliss as he felt Uruha's cock pulsed inside him, as his lover's essence filled him. After what seemed an eternity, the fireworks around his eyes slowly disappeared and all that was left was the feeling of Uruha's spent manhood inside him and the blond's erotic breaths that mingled with his own.
Uruha shifted a bit and pulled his spent organ out of Yuu. He then squeezed himself on the little space beside the raven. Yuu immediately draped an arm over Uruha's stomach and rested his head on the blond's heaving chest. They didn't talk to each other for a few moments, giving each other a chance to catch their breaths and calm down.
During these moments, Yuu couldn't help but entertain the thought that once the night was over and when he woke up the next morning, Uruha would be sleeping on the other side of the room, on the other bed across from him, but he wouldn't be Uruha anymore, but Kouyou. He inhaled sharply and snuggled against his lover's chest, causing the blond to look wonderingly at him.
“What are you thinking?” Uruha quietly asked, his deep voice making Yuu's heart flutter in an instant.
I don't want you to go.
Don't leave me.
Please stay with me.
That's what he truly wanted to say, but he already knew that wouldn't be possible. Biting back a sigh, he raised his head to gaze deeply at auburn pools, a wicked grin curving up his full lips. “That I'm ready for another round.” He teasingly replied.
The blond just grinned in response and grabbed his ass.
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When Kouyou woke up that morning, his body felt strangely tired, as if he was awake all evening and he didn't get any sleep at all. When he also woke up that morning, his roommate was still sleeping on his bed and seemed to be having a good dream, which annoyed him a little and made him wish he could splash cold water on the bastard's face. But since he was in a hurry and he had no time to actually ruin his roommate's morning, he just washed his face and got ready for his first class.
He grabbed his bag from his desk and ran towards the door, his lips pursed tight in pain as his muscles protested. He met a fellow classmate on his way out and even though he wasn't feeling well, he tried to greet the other man with a smile. “Hey,
Ruki!”
Ruki, a small blond with a charming face smiled back at him, albeit his expression was tainted with discomfort. “Hi.”
Kouyou blinked and looked wonderingly at him. “You alright?”
“Yeah. I'm just wondering how you managed to survive all that noise last night.” Ruki answered.
“Noise? What do you mean?” Kouyou asked with a raised eyebrow.
“Weren't you in your room last night?” The midget asked again, his face plainly reflecting confusion.
“Of course I was. Where else would I be sleeping?”
“Strange. Didn't you hear your roommate? He was screaming and moaning like hell last night.”
Kouyou's face paled. Screaming? Moaning? He didn't hear anything when he was sleeping last night. Did Yuu have someone in their room last night? While he was sleeping? “What the fuck are you saying? I didn't hear anything.” He replied annoyingly, equally confused. Was it possible that something happened in their shared room while he was asleep? But he swore he didn't hear anything. If he had, he was sure he would wake up.
Ruki sighed and crossed his arms over his chest. “Sure? He sounded as if... I don't know... he was with someone. He was screaming some guy's name really loud. I think the guy's name was...” He stared at the ceiling and tried to remember the name. “Uruha. Yeah, I think that's his name.”
His eyes widened in shock. “Are you serious? You're not shitting me, right? 'Coz I really didn't hear anything, I swear! I would've known if Yuu was fucking someone on his bed 'coz I was there!”
“But he is! You can even ask Akira and maybe Tora in the other room!” Ruki insisted.
Kouyou slowly focused his gaze on the floor. How the hell did that even happen? Was he really too sleepy to not hear his gay roommate do such revolting acts in their room? What the fuck? Anger quickly burned in his chest and before he knew it, he was already entering his room to confront Yuu.
Chapters: oneshot
Author:
venomouslibertyGenre: romance, angst
Rating: NC-17
Warnings: psychological disorder, bad language
Summary: Kouyou Takashima is a homophobe who has another side to him that he’s unaware of... a side that is in love with his roommate, Yuu Shiroyama.
Comments: Re-posting this fic since I’ve deactivated my previous account, deleting this story, as well as its sequel in the process.
Dedication: I wrote this for
sweetlolixo who has been a very good and precious friend to me.Sequel: TWO SIDES
Raven eyes took a quick glance at the door, goosebumps present on white, porcelain skin as an eager heart play a frantic beat, anticipation spreading around the silent room as wild fire. A soundless sigh escaped a pair of plump and pierced lips as said owner of those perfect appendages shivered yet again in excitement.
It would be any second now...
Distant, muffled footsteps echoed through the closed door, the distinct sound increasing in volume as the person responsible for the sudden noise approached.
Here he comes...
The footsteps ceased.
In three,
The doorknob moved as the key was inserted to the hole...
Two,
And twisted.
One.
The door suddenly slammed open, causing the person patiently waiting inside the room to jerk upwards as the thick piece of wood hit the wall with a loud thud. As if on auto-mode, Yuu quickly averted his eyes back to the forgotten pile of decaying homework he was supposed to be doing and pretended to be uncaring of the person who was about to step into the room.
A tall man suddenly waltzed in, his long, layered, honey-blond locks swaying gracefully as he walked towards the bed located at the other side of the room, his auburn orbs gazing coldly at the raven-haired man sitting quietly in front of a study table piled with heaps of business management books, bile rising up in his throat as disgust began to burn in his stomach. Kouyou hated his roommate. No, scratch that. Kouyo loathed his roommate with a passion and there never was a day when he wished that he could swap rooms with another person.
Quietly Inhaling a deep breath to keep his calm facade, Yuu kept pretending that he was engrossed with his homework and secretly observed what the other man was doing by listening to his movements. He heard him move around his part of the room they were sharing then rummaged through the cabinets as the sound of drawers being pulled open and pushed closed filled his ears. He heard him moved again, the sound of his roommate's footsteps resonating away from him and in a matter of seconds, the sound of the bathroom door closing with a soft click was heard. It was then that Yuu deemed it safe to release the shaky sigh he had been holding, his heart thumping wildly in mixed excitement, fear and misery.
He cautiously turned his head around and looked at the closed door of the bathroom, the sound of water hitting the tiled walls and floors echoing behind the huge piece of wood, causing him to let out another sigh of relief. He turned his attention to his desk again and checked the time on his digital clock.
11:53:45.
A huge grin curved up on his lips, the dark ring that decorated his bottom lip, glinting against the white light coming from his lamp as his heart thudded faster, feeling himself getting close to having a heart attack as he patiently waited for every second to pass by.
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The bathroom door swung open after five minutes.
Yuu's body tensed as he kept his gaze on his book, tightly gripping the pen he was holding in his right hand, head swimming in fear and exhilaration, silently observing, waiting for his roommate's next move.
A scowl quickly appeared on Kouyou's handsome face as he bored holes on the back of his roommate's skull once again, his lithe body clad in a pair of loose pajamas and shirt, his blond locks now dark as water dripped from its jagged ends. He was silent, but also observing, waiting for his roommate to regard his presence.
It had always been like this every evening. Yuu would be in their room, busy doing his homework or studying. Kouyou would arrive, glaring at the quiet raven, staring at him with pure disgust and hatred in his eyes before taking a shower or changing into his pajamas. Then the blond would go to bed and sleep, while the raven would remain wide awake, focused on his books and his notes... at least, that's what the blond had always thought.
Yuu silently listened as his roommate shifted around his side of the room, still sensing the piercing needles of hate prickling through the back of his neck. Everyone in school knew that he was gay. Everyone in the dormitory seemed to be okay with the fact that he liked men. Everyone didn't mind that he was different... except for his roommate, Kouyou, who happened to be a homophobe and dreaded the fact that he shared the same room and air with a faggot. He was used to the cold, and sometimes rude treatment, but still, he hoped his roommate wasn't a narrow-minded asshole who thought that being close to a gay guy was lethal. It was such a shame that his roommate was also one of the hottest and sexiest men in the dormitory.
While Yuu was busy entertaining his unneeded thoughts, Kouyou, on the other hand, continued to glare at the raven as he strolled towards his territory, hung his wet towel on a hook attached on the wall and went to his bed, his auburn orbs never leaving that long, layered mop of ebony hair. He was just thankful that Yuu didn't even take the time to look at him. He didn't want to see the other man's face. His hate only increased ten folds when Yuu looked at him, especially when he realized that his roommate was just as good looking as him, even more when the blaring fact screamed in his head that Yuu was gay and he liked men. He hated homosexuals and he hated them with a good reason, a reason that he was carefully keeping as a secret.
The blond took the sheets and placed one knee on his bed, readying himself to go to sleep. But before he could fully get on the mattress and lie down, he bared his teeth and threw one last furious look at his quiet roommate. “Don't you dare fucking crawl on me while I sleep! You hear me, fag?” Kouyou warned, in the same deep, threatening voice that Yuu found cruel, heartbreaking, yet beautiful. After that, the blond finally lied down on his bed, pulled his blanket over his head and cleared his mind, surrendering himself to exhaustion and drowsiness.
On the other side of the room, Yuu had to try his best to stop himself from jumping around the room like a lunatic, secretly rejoicing that his roommate had finally decided to sleep. Although he had always awaited for this moment every night, he still couldn't stop his heart from its erratic beating. He still couldn't stop himself from being too excited.
He took a deep breath and patiently waited, hoping for something... or someone to come and claim him.
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The room that fell silent a few minutes ago was filled with the soft sound of sheets being flung away and a slim body leaping out of bed, footsteps gently thumping against the hard floor, the sound coming closer and closer to Yuu as the raven slowly stirred awake. Suddenly, a pair of lithe arms gently wrapped around his frame, a warm face nuzzling the juncture of his neck and shoulder as the smell of lavender assaulted his senses, making him sigh in joy and relief as it instantly calmed his raging nerves.
“Good evening, beautiful.” Kouyou's voice whispered softly in his ear, possessing a tone that the normal Kouyou wouldn't even bother using on him. It was low, sexy, alluring, seductive. A sound that was enough to make his body temperature rise and his pants grow tight. But that sinfully beautiful voice didn't belong to his roommate, no. It came from another person that secretly resided within Kouyou's heart, a person that only came out when Kouyou was deeply distressed or bothered.
Yuu inhaled deeply, his eyes closing in bliss as he languidly turned around to face the other person.
“Uruha.”
He wrapped his arms around the other man's neck and looked at him, excitement evident in his dark irises, as he finally looked at the beautiful face of his roommate, of Kouyou who had no idea of this soul living within him.
“Did Kouyou give you a hard time again?” Uruha answered with a loving smile, a smile that would be impossible for him to see if he was Kouyou.
“You know he always does.” He replied with a chuckle.
Uruha's plump lips curved up in a smirk, his slim eyebrow raising in amusement. “Did you miss me?”
Yuu pushed himself off of his seat so he could fully mold his body against Uruha's. “So much.” He whispered and smashed their lips together, need and lust radiating off of their bodies in an instant as they kissed. It had been almost a month since Uruha last took control of Kouyou's body and Yuu missed him so much he had a hard time thinking straight when Kouyou was around. The raven forced himself to stay up late until the wee hours of the morning just to wait for Uruha and finally, his prayers were answered and his hard work had paid off.
The blond's arms tightened around Yuu's waist. He lifted the shorter male off the floor and brought him to the tidy bed located in the raven's side of the room. Yuu landed on the mattress with a soft thud, momentarily breaking the kiss that they were sharing, the frame creaking in protest as Uruha followed and hovered over Yuu, only to claim his lips once again for another soul-searing kiss.
Yuu had no idea how long they had locked lips, how long he allowed himself to enjoy and get drunk in Uruha's taste. It would've been an hour, a day or ages, he didn't really care, all he knew was that he missed Uruha, and his kisses, and his caresses, his warmth... everything. Even if he was being deprived of oxygen and would die from suffocation anytime soon, he had no plan to stop the blond from stealing his breath.
Uruha, being the sensitive man that he was, released the raven's lips, allowing the shorter male to breathe again, the blond's honey-brown orbs gazing deeply at him, gleaming with longing and desire. “I can tell that you enjoyed that.” He uttered with a gorgeous smile on his perfect lips.
“You've been gone for almost a month.” Yuu simply responded and brought a hand to his lover's face, his fingers gently stroking Uruha's cheek.
The blond's eyes widened in surprise. “That long?” He slowly shook his head in disbelief. “Fuck.” The longest time that he wasn't able to take over Kouyou's body was two weeks. No wonder Yuu had looked so eager and happy to see him. He wiped the shocked look on his face and smiled at the man beneath him again. “I'm sorry, baby.” He apologized and gently bestowed a soft kiss on the tip of the other man's nose.
Yuu nodded, a naughty smirk curving up on his plump lips. “You have to make it up to me. I had to stay up every night just to wait for you.” He shot back suggestively, his voice proof of what those words truly conveyed. The smile on Uruha's lips widened, turning into a perverted grin that made Yuu's skin shiver in excitement. Without another word, Uruha leaned over and seized his lips.
The blond kissed the raven-haired male deeply, passionately, like he had never tasted his lips before. Yuu immediately responded and opened his mouth, inviting his lover to deepen the kiss. Uruha quickly shoved his tongue inside his lover's mouth and explored the warm cavern; his hands starting to move along Yuu's body, touching him through the cotton shirt he was wearing.
Yuu moaned against the kiss, his chest suddenly tight from lack of oxygen and his heart beating rapidly against his ribcage as Uruha robbed him of his right to breathe once more and drove him wild with passion. He wrapped his arms around the blond's neck, pressing their bodies closer.
Uruha inhaled sharply once he felt the smaller man's arms around him. He tore his lips away from Yuu's mouth and lightly nipped on the raven's ear instead, earning a low moan from him. He slid one arm under Yuu's waist and pulled him closer, rubbing his painfully hard erection on his lover's crotch. "How much do you want me?" He whispered, his voice thick with need and anticipation as his other hand slipped inside Yuu's shirt and searched for his nipple.
The raven-haired man let out a strangled moan, suddenly grabbing a handful of blond hair as Uruha's thumb teased one of his nipples, their hips grinding against each other, causing jolts of pleasure to run swiftly through their bodies like electricity.
Uruha wanted to feel more, wanted to do more than kissing and touching so he quickly pushed Yuu's shirt up. Yuu immediately sat up for a moment to allow the other man to undress him and raised his hips when Uruha reached for his pants. He settled back on the bed and watched the blond with an aroused expression on his face as Uruha drank in the seductive sight of his lover's slim yet lean body, wearing nothing but black boxers that currently hid a very hard erection. He swallowed hard, his cock throbbing intensely inside his underwear as his lust grew stronger. He began nipping on the raven's neck, planting soft, wet kisses along his smooth skin while his hands freely roamed all over his lover's chest, tweaking and playing with his hardened nubs.
Yuu whimpered, his back arching off the bed as Uruha tortured his chest. "So much... I want you so much... U-uruha…"
The blond grinned and as his teasing mouth traveled lower, so were his eager hands. He slid them along Yuu's sides until they reached his hips and hooked a finger on the waistband of his boxers, yanking the underwear down his slender thighs and finally releasing his erection. One slender hand wrapped around the raven's leaking cock while the other slipped under his hips to grope his round ass.
Another stifled moan escaped Yuu's throat, pleasurable heat jetting madly through his blood and system at the blond's ministrations. He slipped his hands inside Uruha's shirt, his palms wandering all over his lover's hard back and chest, the intensity of his lust rising as Uruha continued to languidly pump his shaft and touch his ass. “Take your clothes off.” He silently pleaded.
Uruha quickly complied. He sat up and released Yuu's manhood for a moment to divest himself of his clothes. His night shirt was thrown somewhere on the floor, followed by his pajamas and lastly, his underwear. He sat in front of the raven-haired male, proudly showing off his svelte frame, shamelessly exposing the proof of his desire that made Yuu swallowed hard, his throat suddenly dry as this suffocating hunger inside him intensified. He teasingly raised his feet up and spread his legs wide open, fully offering himself to his blond lover. Uruha grinned lecherously, licked his lips as if he was about to taste the most delicious delicacy in the world and moved down to settle between his open legs, eagerly accepting his invitation. The raven propped himself on his elbows so he could see Uruha's every move, his breath suddenly stuck in his throat as the blond leaned over and looked hungrily at his leaking shaft. Uruha slowly darted his tongue out, his chromatic orbs gazing seductively at him before he gave the swollen erection a long lick starting from the base and all the way to the tip.
Yuu's breath hitched, pleasure quickly piercing his skin and scorching every brain cell in his head as that one single lick instantly drove him delirious with ecstasy. His lover grasped the base of his cock and slipped the head inside his mouth, lightly sucking on it, those sinful, brown eyes closing in bliss as he tasted the raven's essence. Yuu struggled to keep his eyes open, no matter how heavy his eyelids had suddenly become. One hand tangled on golden strands of hair as the other gripped the soft sheets beneath him. He bit his bottom lip hard, stopping himself from crying out loud and being heard by the whole dormitory, but it was difficult, especially when Uruha suddenly took his hand away from his manhood and shoved his entire length in his mouth. "U-uruha… Oh god…"
Uruha continued his torturous assault, sucking hard on the organ inside his mouth, coaxing more moans and whimpers from the smaller male, his own erection throbbing harder between his legs as those enticing sounds spilled from Yuu's perfect lips. He released the wet rod for a moment, only to slip one of the soft sacs inside his mouth and suckled it like it was candy.
The hand that was desperately holding on the sheets was now twisting on Uruha's hair. Yuu grabbed the soft strands as if his life depended on it, his hips bucking wildly, pushing himself deeper inside Uruha's talented mouth when his lover swallowed him whole again. Uruha swiftly moved, his mouth sliding up and down along the raven's penis, alternating between swirling his tongue around the head and sucking it, which further drove Yuu mad.
Just when Yuu thought this sweet torture wasn't going to get any better, it suddenly did when he felt a digit slide along his crack and probed at his entrance. “Oh god, Uruha! I... I'm cumming!” He groaned and parted his mouth in a silent scream, his toes curling in ecstasy, oxygen completely leaving his lungs as pleasure washed over him. He finally reached his completion and shot his load inside Uruha's mouth, who eagerly swallowed every drop, forcing the tangy liquid down his throat and waited for
Yuu's body to finally calm down before slipping the spent organ out of his mouth. He licked his lips and slid up the raven's heaving body to look at him, a seductive smile present on his beautiful, wet lips.
Yuu slowly opened his eyes when he felt Uruha shifted over him, his warm breath wafting on his flushed cheek, smiling weakly when the blond's handsome face greeted him. "I missed you... doing that to me." He said as he breathed heavily, his entire body weak from the exhausting excursion.
"And I'm not done with you yet." Uruha responded cheekily then grabbed Yuu's wrists, hauling him up to sit on his lap, causing the raven-haired man to almost yelp in shock. "I'll make you feel even better." He finished with an evil glint in his chocolate eyes and sank his teeth on his lover's neck as he grabbed his ass, rubbing his hard erection against the smaller man.
Yuu felt himself instantly harden as Uruha rotated his hips, making his need known. His skin shivered in rapture at the sensation, his throat making small noises that gave away his uncontrollable emotions. He snaked his hands around the blond's neck and kissed him deeply, tasting himself in his lover's mouth. Uruha growled softly against the raven's lips as he satisfied his intense desire with mere touches and kisses from his lover. He slid a finger around Yuu's opening once again to tease him, making the other man's hips jerk.
The raven pulled away for a moment and gazed heatedly at his lover. "Prep… you need to prep me. It has been so long since we..." He trailed off as the blond quickly brought his hand to his lips. Without wasting any second, he eagerly licked the offered digits and drew them inside his mouth, hurriedly coating each finger with saliva. Once he was sure that he had done a great job in his task, he guided Uruha's hands to his ass and looked desperately at him, urging him to do what he needed to do.
Granting his lover's plea, the blond swirled one digit around Yuu's entrance and languidly pushed it inside. Yuu held his breath, forcing himself to relax as the initial discomfort over took his need. He leaned his head on Uruha's shoulder, his eyes closed in concentration as he allowed the blond to continue with his task.
Uruha carefully plunged his finger in and out of Yuu's opening, making him breathe heavily near his ear, a deep whimper escaping those full lips as he added two more fingers inside the tight entrance. Those torturing fingers went in and out of Yuu, teasing him and slowly driving him mad as the digits began to move quickly inside him. It wasn't long before he was moaning once again, murmuring Uruha's name, begging him to plunge those long fingers deeper inside him.
The blond licked his lips and with a grin slammed his digits inside the raven.
“God, Uru... I want you. I want you now. Please...” Yuu begged as his hips jerked against the his lover's fingers. “Fuck me. Fuck me, baby.”
Yuu's low and needy moans did it for Uruha, he quickly took his fingers out his lover's entrance and lifted the raven's hip. Taking hold of his own leaking member, he guided it upon the raven's opening, groaning in pleasure when the smooth tip made contact with Yuu's warm skin. "Fuck, I can't wait to be inside you. Here I go, baby." He whispered before lowering the smaller male on his cock and entered him slowly, carefully.
Yuu's nails scraped along Uruha's back, pain initially assaulting his senses as the blond entered him. His breath became labored, his throat making strangled noises as he tried to ignore the pain that burned in his core and focused his mind on something else that would make him forget about the ache, like Uruha's deep, erotic groans in his ear as he struggled to stop himself from thrusting violently into him.
"Yuu, you're so tight. F-fuck!" Uruha growled, his hands holding the raven's waist tight, experiencing heaven and hell at the same time. The velvety heat around his cock felt so good it sent his entire body tingling in pleasure and his mind blank in elation. He wanted nothing more than to pound his cock inside Yuu's tight ass, but he couldn't, not yet. His lover was still adjusting and he didn't want to hurt him.
Sliding his eyes shut, Yuu slowly moved his hips up and down, getting himself used to the pain, seeking out that desired pleasure that would eliminate every trace of discomfort in his body. Uruha helped him and made small thrusts as well, his lover's hand curling around his neglected cock. The blond slowly pumped him, the pleasure it brought immediately overriding the searing pain in his tight entrance.
They continued with their subtle movements, with their small thrusts and teasing touches until Yuu couldn't feel the pain anymore. He took a deep breath and exhaled his next wish. “Faster. Harder, baby.”
Uruha didn't need to be told twice. He hurriedly laid Yuu on his back and started his assault. He hooked the raven's knees over his shoulders and slammed his huge erection inside Yuu.
The raven groaned in pleasure at the sudden change in pace. He pursed his lips together, biting back every moan and swallowing every whimper that threatened to erupt from his throat as Uruha plunged quickly into him, increasing the pleasure, heightening the passion with his brisk movements, causing the bed frame to protest and creak underneath them. But both of them didn't care and at that point, Yuu didn't really give a fuck If they would wake up the entire floor or dormitory. He just wanted to enjoy his stolen moments with Uruha and cum.
“More. Harder. Fuck me harder, Uruha...”
The blond couldn't stop the chuckle that broke through his throat at his lover's shameless display of desperation. Yuu was usually needy, demanding but he was even more so tonight. The raven had probably missed him and he had every intention to satisfy and make things up to him before the night ends. He planted his knees firmly on the mattress and angled his hips a bit before thrusting deep inside his lover once more.
“There! Oh god, there! Uruha!” Yuu suddenly screamed as Uruha suddenly hit his prostate, causing fireworks to dance around his eyes.
The blond smirked, the raven's pleasurable scream going to his groin, further fueling his lust and the fire that licked his insides. He continued to pound deep inside his lover, driving his rigid shaft inside the raven's entrance with abandon, his mind focused on achieving pleasure and giving in to his desires. Yuu was so tight, so hot around him that he felt every cell in his body burn. He slid his hands down his lover's ass and pushed himself deeper, making the raven whimper and cry in bliss.
Yuu's toes curled and his eyes rolled to the back of his head as the blond repeatedly hit his prostate, desperate moans fluidly spilling from his parted mouth as ecstasy washed over him. "Uruha! God, Uruha!"
Uruha growled in triumph and continued to push his erection in that angle, his organ now smoothly sliding in and out of the raven's tight body, making the friction between their bodies more pleasurable, causing his entire body to quiver and tremble in need.
With Uruha's shaft repeatedly pressing against his prostate and the hand that was swiftly stroking his dripping cock, Yuu couldn't stop the scream that tore through his throat as his entire body was scorched with pleasure and he was pushed over the edge, his shaft shooting long lines of semen between his and his lover's body.
The blond continued to ram his cock inside his lover's ass as the raven clamped tight around him, making him see nothing but stars as his arousal throbbed and he finally reached his orgasm, flooding the beautiful body beneath him with his seed, Yuu's name repeatedly falling from his lips. "Yuu! Fuck, Yuu! Fuck!"
Yuu sighed in bliss as he felt Uruha's cock pulsed inside him, as his lover's essence filled him. After what seemed an eternity, the fireworks around his eyes slowly disappeared and all that was left was the feeling of Uruha's spent manhood inside him and the blond's erotic breaths that mingled with his own.
Uruha shifted a bit and pulled his spent organ out of Yuu. He then squeezed himself on the little space beside the raven. Yuu immediately draped an arm over Uruha's stomach and rested his head on the blond's heaving chest. They didn't talk to each other for a few moments, giving each other a chance to catch their breaths and calm down.
During these moments, Yuu couldn't help but entertain the thought that once the night was over and when he woke up the next morning, Uruha would be sleeping on the other side of the room, on the other bed across from him, but he wouldn't be Uruha anymore, but Kouyou. He inhaled sharply and snuggled against his lover's chest, causing the blond to look wonderingly at him.
“What are you thinking?” Uruha quietly asked, his deep voice making Yuu's heart flutter in an instant.
I don't want you to go.
Don't leave me.
Please stay with me.
That's what he truly wanted to say, but he already knew that wouldn't be possible. Biting back a sigh, he raised his head to gaze deeply at auburn pools, a wicked grin curving up his full lips. “That I'm ready for another round.” He teasingly replied.
The blond just grinned in response and grabbed his ass.
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When Kouyou woke up that morning, his body felt strangely tired, as if he was awake all evening and he didn't get any sleep at all. When he also woke up that morning, his roommate was still sleeping on his bed and seemed to be having a good dream, which annoyed him a little and made him wish he could splash cold water on the bastard's face. But since he was in a hurry and he had no time to actually ruin his roommate's morning, he just washed his face and got ready for his first class.
He grabbed his bag from his desk and ran towards the door, his lips pursed tight in pain as his muscles protested. He met a fellow classmate on his way out and even though he wasn't feeling well, he tried to greet the other man with a smile. “Hey,
Ruki!”
Ruki, a small blond with a charming face smiled back at him, albeit his expression was tainted with discomfort. “Hi.”
Kouyou blinked and looked wonderingly at him. “You alright?”
“Yeah. I'm just wondering how you managed to survive all that noise last night.” Ruki answered.
“Noise? What do you mean?” Kouyou asked with a raised eyebrow.
“Weren't you in your room last night?” The midget asked again, his face plainly reflecting confusion.
“Of course I was. Where else would I be sleeping?”
“Strange. Didn't you hear your roommate? He was screaming and moaning like hell last night.”
Kouyou's face paled. Screaming? Moaning? He didn't hear anything when he was sleeping last night. Did Yuu have someone in their room last night? While he was sleeping? “What the fuck are you saying? I didn't hear anything.” He replied annoyingly, equally confused. Was it possible that something happened in their shared room while he was asleep? But he swore he didn't hear anything. If he had, he was sure he would wake up.
Ruki sighed and crossed his arms over his chest. “Sure? He sounded as if... I don't know... he was with someone. He was screaming some guy's name really loud. I think the guy's name was...” He stared at the ceiling and tried to remember the name. “Uruha. Yeah, I think that's his name.”
His eyes widened in shock. “Are you serious? You're not shitting me, right? 'Coz I really didn't hear anything, I swear! I would've known if Yuu was fucking someone on his bed 'coz I was there!”
“But he is! You can even ask Akira and maybe Tora in the other room!” Ruki insisted.
Kouyou slowly focused his gaze on the floor. How the hell did that even happen? Was he really too sleepy to not hear his gay roommate do such revolting acts in their room? What the fuck? Anger quickly burned in his chest and before he knew it, he was already entering his room to confront Yuu.
