It's one of those days when...

I wake up, get ready for work and hate it.

Life has been a bit mundane lately and when I'm bored with it, I have this strong urge to break down and cry. I hate feeling this way. It just seems that all my life, till I retire or I die, I'll be doing the same kind of thing, do the same kind of shitty job and won't be able to do something that I want. After exerting all my frigging energy at work, I'll be too exhausted to even do something different... even write. I don't even go to the gym that much anymore, which makes me feel even more frustrated. Work is basically and ruthlessly eating all my time and energy and it sucks.

I'm tired of this life.

The current life I have.

I want to change it or at least have a month, or better yet a year to get away from it. Just so I could miss it or make myself accept that I'm really bound to live like this till I die.

Damn it.

I seriously need some Uruha/Grimmjow spam right now.