What does it proof?

[venomousliberty]

It has been a few months since I finished this fic. I guess it was received well and a lot of people liked it, but whenever I re-read it, I feel as if it's undeserving of the attention it was given. I also have this dreaded feeling that it is forgettable. That it didn't make any impact. That after a long time, people who liked it will forget it.

The fuck is this feeling?

This sucks.

I should be motivated to write but I think I'm demotivating myself more.

The hell.

Blame this on exhaustion and stress.

On a positive note, ringo_suki_desu I promise I'll continue on that Poker smut for your fic so you can finally post it.^^

I'm off to bed now.

deadlyscarlet: Your fic update made my day and uhhh... I couldn't help but click the Facebook link on your page so I... kinda sent you a request. I'm the one with the ugly name, haha. XD

Comments

[deadlyscarlet.livejournal.com]

I don't think ur writing is bad..i love it actually..

Aw thank u dear i m glad u liked my update..it wasn't much and i was really skeptical abt updating..but thankies anyway..

oh tat was u..i accepted seeing u were a GazE fan LOL and i dont find ur name ugly..my name is wat i call ugly haha

[venomousliberty.livejournal.com]

Thanks for the add. And whut? Your name isn't ugly at all! :D

[deadlyscarlet.livejournal.com]

ah well i really hate it lol..ppl keep calling me Hema Hema and i kinda get annoyed..and it has a stupid meaning too..my name means GOLDEN AFFECTION

[ringo-suki-desu.livejournal.com]

lawl~ girl, yeah it's definitely the exhaustion and stress~ XD
That fic is unforgettable, yo~! who in the hell will forget all those scenes?!? a bird-brain, i tell you, a bird-brain... hell, even birds will remember this fic if they could only read human stuff... hahaha~~~
hey, don't belittle this thing too much or at all yeah? this is one of your masterpieces, it's equivalent to belittling yourself~ and, although not always reliable, trust us readers on this one, you received a lot of support on this fic because it's a real great story yeah~ lotsa people are even waiting on the one-shot you were contemplating on~ ;D
go and have some more rest to keep the blues away~ oh, and eats lotsa fruits too~ ^_^ *hugs*

awww~ thanks twin~! i'm looking forward to it~! ^_^

[venomousliberty.livejournal.com]

Uh.. okay. I just feel that way these days. I don't know. MAybe I feel inferior? Jealous? I stumbled upon Grimmichi fic recommendations in google the other day and... I don't know. If it's so great, how come people don't recommend it? I don't know. Maybe I just feel envious 'coz famous writers are there? O.o

Fruits... I'll try. Not a big fan of them, though.

Thanks so much for reading my rant, LOL. What would I do without you? And I might work on TM this weekend. I can't write well when I exhausted whenever I get home from work. Life sucks. >.