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12/12/12 10:39My plot bunnies are active and on a roll these days. I've been posting stuff I worked on weekends for two consecutive weeks now and I feel another lusty fic coming on this weekend (choosing between an Aoi/Ruki fic or a Tora/Shou one). I think this is my chance to do all the gift fics I've promised to my wonderful friends. Unfortunately, these plot bunnies and strong urges to write only work on Jrock fics, not the one I'm working on for Bleach.
It has been ages since I last updated my fic in the Bleach archive and surprisingly and sadly, I don't feel any desire to update it. OH NO. Then, the other day, I had the terrible idea of giving all my Bleach merchandise away to my sister and nieces, WTF. I'm afraid I'm in this state wherein you have lost almost all your passion for something and doesn't care about it anymore, which makes me feel really bad because I love Bleach like hell... but I just don't see anything interesting going on in the manga and I've... ugh. Yes, Kubo, you fucking cocktease. I hate you!!! I'm so sorry, twin,![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
ringo_suki_desu. Maybe this is another phase, yet again, but I'll still try to finish ATF for you.
It has been ages since I last updated my fic in the Bleach archive and surprisingly and sadly, I don't feel any desire to update it. OH NO. Then, the other day, I had the terrible idea of giving all my Bleach merchandise away to my sister and nieces, WTF. I'm afraid I'm in this state wherein you have lost almost all your passion for something and doesn't care about it anymore, which makes me feel really bad because I love Bleach like hell... but I just don't see anything interesting going on in the manga and I've... ugh. Yes, Kubo, you fucking cocktease. I hate you!!! I'm so sorry, twin,
ringo_suki_desu. Maybe this is another phase, yet again, but I'll still try to finish ATF for you.
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Title: All Tied Up
Chapters: One shot
Author:venomousliberty
Genre: Romance
Rating: NC-17
Warnings: Another very plotless smut
Pairings: Aoi/Uruha
Note: Sequel to Welcome Home
Summary: Aoi fulfills the promise he made to Uruha.
Comments: Since a lot of people wanted a sequel, I’ve decided to give in to the urge and write one. Again, this is for my dear friend, Analyn and fordeadlyscarlet because she’ll be back in LJ real soon. YAY! :D I hope you’ll all like this installment. Please don’t forget to give some love to my hungry plot bunnies. XD
( Aoi smirked and replied, "Liar. I know you love me even more for this." )
Chapters: One shot
Author:
venomouslibertyGenre: Romance
Rating: NC-17
Warnings: Another very plotless smut
Pairings: Aoi/Uruha
Note: Sequel to Welcome Home
Summary: Aoi fulfills the promise he made to Uruha.
Comments: Since a lot of people wanted a sequel, I’ve decided to give in to the urge and write one. Again, this is for my dear friend, Analyn and for
deadlyscarlet because she’ll be back in LJ real soon. YAY! :D I hope you’ll all like this installment. Please don’t forget to give some love to my hungry plot bunnies. XD( Aoi smirked and replied, "Liar. I know you love me even more for this." )
Title: Under a Maple Tree
Chapters: oneshot
Author:venomousliberty
Genre: romance and angst
Rating: PG-13
Warnings: character death
Pairings: Aoi/Uruha and Aoi/Kai
Summary: You never saw me watching you and you never looked at me too.
Comments: My failed(?) attempt at angst. This is the result of my depression due to my hormonal pills, listening to PLEDGE, Dripping Insanity and Chizuru back-to-back and misery caused by a person whom I used to love, WTF.
Special thanks tomissuruha for reading this for me before I decided to post this. Thank you, bb~ *hugs*
You were glowing, your porcelain skin glinting in the bright rays of the afternoon sun. Your raven hair stood out like fine threads of unwoven silk, swaying with the gentle breeze, dancing gracefully to the sweet song of rustling trees and chirping doves. Your dark eyes were deep, endless like an abyss, mysterious like a lost chasm in space yet they conveyed colors that varied from the bluest of blues to the deepest hue of purple.
You were smiling, your plush lips artistically curved in an eager smile, captivating, mesmerizing, beautiful. Your movements were elegant, reminiscent of an ethereal creature, or maybe an angel sent by God to spread beauty in this forsaken world. You were breath-taking, gorgeous and in my melancholic eyes, you were perfect... a sliver of hope... a burning candle in my dreary and deteriorating existence.
You were the epitome of happiness and your enticing eyes were focused on an equally beautiful being beside you, the person who owned your heart.
You always stayed under a maple tree, entranced as you watched how its leaves slowly morphed from luscious green to various tints of velvet red and blazing orange, a small smile ever present in your perfect lips. It had become a habit of yours to go to that spot, visit that place every afternoon at 4:30 and watch as the swaying leaves play with the soft autumn breeze and how its burning colors mingle perfectly with the streaks of golden light that pass through the empty spaces, hitting your face and creating an astonishing sight of beauty.
You would stay there for ten minutes, just standing, your hands hidden inside your deep pockets, your piercing gaze focused on the promenade of colors and shades that decorated your post-meridian sky, simply staring, silent, allowing the lull of birds and distant voices of people to calm you.
You and I both liked this place. It was lovely, magical even, a tiny patch of heaven in this heavily polluted planet and your presence was enough to turn it into an oasis.
You were taken. I had been aware of that truth from the first time I saw you... the gorgeous person you were with, an adorable brunet whose smile could light up a thousand faces, whose dimples could melt even the coldest of hearts and whose eyes were so kind and pure one would think you were looking at an angel.
Your heart belonged to him. Every smile on your lips, every star that glimmered in your eyes and every breath you took was all dedicated to him. You lived only for him and I could see that revelation in every line and crease on your handsome face as you bestowed another one of your precious smiles at him, in your obsidian saucers as you promised the entire world and universe in your loving gaze.
Your heart loved another person, but that didn’t stop me from loving you.
You were clueless of my feelings, unaware of this intense love and secret yearning, innocent to my broken dreams and twisted fantasies made of your infallible simplicity and beautiful imperfections. Your eyes never saw the river of sadness that marred my face when you held your lover tight and showed him your undying devotion in the form of sweet, slow kisses, when you uttered promises of green fields, blue oceans, golden shores and colorful fireworks in his ear, when you wiped his tears away while whispering sweet words of comfort and affection.
You never saw me watching you and you never looked at me too.
You never knew I was a part of your world.
You never knew I existed.
You never knew I loved you.
You were always happy, blissful and lively, but as the leaves in your favorite maple tree deliberately dwindled and fell from their beloved appendage to be with their endeared roots, the luminous light that you had always possessed also dimmed, cloaked by a dark, ominous veil that threatened to obliterate your reason for living.
Your beloved was dying... dying with the same disease that was also killing me.
Your hands were in the air, welcoming the cold winter breeze, playing a little game with the snowflakes that descended from the sunless sky, attempting to capture at least one crystal beauty in your gloved palm and when you did, a triumphant smile was born in your luscious lips, excitement suddenly gleaming in your exhausted eyes as you hurriedly ran to your beloved, eager to show your small prize.
Your lover was cradled by a wheelchair, his usually rosy cheeks now pale and hollow, the dimples that accentuated his smiles were erased by the disease that slowly robbed him of his glow and yet, no matter how weak and dull he had become, he was still a sparkling jewel, your most-valued possession.
You knelt before him and presented your gift, the enthusiasm that colored your features slowly crumbling as you didn’t receive any response from your beloved. You brought your face to his, looking into his empty eyes, trying to find a bit of light in them but there was nothing, nothing but a sea of darkness... nothing but a vacant shell. You froze and stared at the withered form of your lover, anguish slowly engraving your beautiful features, tears falling from your piercing saucers like liquid mercury.
You didn’t see the dark shadow that slowly slithered towards me, the same hooded figure that reaped the life of your beloved. You didn’t know that I was about to meet my end and go to the same path your lover had just taken. You didn’t know that I regretted not being able to let you know who I was, tell you how I felt and how you gave meaning to the remaining days of my life and as I inhaled my last breath, I wished and hoped that in my next life, you could love me in the same way as I had.
Note: The story is a bit vague but I hope it was still understandable and sorry if it sucks. Please feel free to comment if you liked it. *hides back under her rock*
Chapters: oneshot
Author:
venomouslibertyGenre: romance and angst
Rating: PG-13
Warnings: character death
Pairings: Aoi/Uruha and Aoi/Kai
Summary: You never saw me watching you and you never looked at me too.
Comments: My failed(?) attempt at angst. This is the result of my depression due to my hormonal pills, listening to PLEDGE, Dripping Insanity and Chizuru back-to-back and misery caused by a person whom I used to love, WTF.
Special thanks to
missuruha for reading this for me before I decided to post this. Thank you, bb~ *hugs*====
You were glowing, your porcelain skin glinting in the bright rays of the afternoon sun. Your raven hair stood out like fine threads of unwoven silk, swaying with the gentle breeze, dancing gracefully to the sweet song of rustling trees and chirping doves. Your dark eyes were deep, endless like an abyss, mysterious like a lost chasm in space yet they conveyed colors that varied from the bluest of blues to the deepest hue of purple.
You were smiling, your plush lips artistically curved in an eager smile, captivating, mesmerizing, beautiful. Your movements were elegant, reminiscent of an ethereal creature, or maybe an angel sent by God to spread beauty in this forsaken world. You were breath-taking, gorgeous and in my melancholic eyes, you were perfect... a sliver of hope... a burning candle in my dreary and deteriorating existence.
You were the epitome of happiness and your enticing eyes were focused on an equally beautiful being beside you, the person who owned your heart.
====
You always stayed under a maple tree, entranced as you watched how its leaves slowly morphed from luscious green to various tints of velvet red and blazing orange, a small smile ever present in your perfect lips. It had become a habit of yours to go to that spot, visit that place every afternoon at 4:30 and watch as the swaying leaves play with the soft autumn breeze and how its burning colors mingle perfectly with the streaks of golden light that pass through the empty spaces, hitting your face and creating an astonishing sight of beauty.
You would stay there for ten minutes, just standing, your hands hidden inside your deep pockets, your piercing gaze focused on the promenade of colors and shades that decorated your post-meridian sky, simply staring, silent, allowing the lull of birds and distant voices of people to calm you.
You and I both liked this place. It was lovely, magical even, a tiny patch of heaven in this heavily polluted planet and your presence was enough to turn it into an oasis.
====
You were taken. I had been aware of that truth from the first time I saw you... the gorgeous person you were with, an adorable brunet whose smile could light up a thousand faces, whose dimples could melt even the coldest of hearts and whose eyes were so kind and pure one would think you were looking at an angel.
Your heart belonged to him. Every smile on your lips, every star that glimmered in your eyes and every breath you took was all dedicated to him. You lived only for him and I could see that revelation in every line and crease on your handsome face as you bestowed another one of your precious smiles at him, in your obsidian saucers as you promised the entire world and universe in your loving gaze.
Your heart loved another person, but that didn’t stop me from loving you.
====
You were clueless of my feelings, unaware of this intense love and secret yearning, innocent to my broken dreams and twisted fantasies made of your infallible simplicity and beautiful imperfections. Your eyes never saw the river of sadness that marred my face when you held your lover tight and showed him your undying devotion in the form of sweet, slow kisses, when you uttered promises of green fields, blue oceans, golden shores and colorful fireworks in his ear, when you wiped his tears away while whispering sweet words of comfort and affection.
You never saw me watching you and you never looked at me too.
You never knew I was a part of your world.
You never knew I existed.
You never knew I loved you.
====
You were always happy, blissful and lively, but as the leaves in your favorite maple tree deliberately dwindled and fell from their beloved appendage to be with their endeared roots, the luminous light that you had always possessed also dimmed, cloaked by a dark, ominous veil that threatened to obliterate your reason for living.
Your beloved was dying... dying with the same disease that was also killing me.
====
Your hands were in the air, welcoming the cold winter breeze, playing a little game with the snowflakes that descended from the sunless sky, attempting to capture at least one crystal beauty in your gloved palm and when you did, a triumphant smile was born in your luscious lips, excitement suddenly gleaming in your exhausted eyes as you hurriedly ran to your beloved, eager to show your small prize.
Your lover was cradled by a wheelchair, his usually rosy cheeks now pale and hollow, the dimples that accentuated his smiles were erased by the disease that slowly robbed him of his glow and yet, no matter how weak and dull he had become, he was still a sparkling jewel, your most-valued possession.
You knelt before him and presented your gift, the enthusiasm that colored your features slowly crumbling as you didn’t receive any response from your beloved. You brought your face to his, looking into his empty eyes, trying to find a bit of light in them but there was nothing, nothing but a sea of darkness... nothing but a vacant shell. You froze and stared at the withered form of your lover, anguish slowly engraving your beautiful features, tears falling from your piercing saucers like liquid mercury.
You didn’t see the dark shadow that slowly slithered towards me, the same hooded figure that reaped the life of your beloved. You didn’t know that I was about to meet my end and go to the same path your lover had just taken. You didn’t know that I regretted not being able to let you know who I was, tell you how I felt and how you gave meaning to the remaining days of my life and as I inhaled my last breath, I wished and hoped that in my next life, you could love me in the same way as I had.
====
Note: The story is a bit vague but I hope it was still understandable and sorry if it sucks. Please feel free to comment if you liked it. *hides back under her rock*
BECAUSE OF WHAT I DID. Ehehehe... hehehe...
You see, I re-wrote the entire chapter of ATF and changed everything and now I'm almost finished with it and is currently writing the last scene that will probably made you think that I'm seriously fucked up in the head. JUST BE READY FOR IT? OKAY? OKAY. This is TOTALLY different and this has never happened in the Royal Fiancee manga but it was such a good random idea I just had to entertain it. OKAY? OKAY.
PLEASE DON'T KILL ME FOR IT.
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You see, I re-wrote the entire chapter of ATF and changed everything and now I'm almost finished with it and is currently writing the last scene that will probably made you think that I'm seriously fucked up in the head. JUST BE READY FOR IT? OKAY? OKAY. This is TOTALLY different and this has never happened in the Royal Fiancee manga but it was such a good random idea I just had to entertain it. OKAY? OKAY.
PLEASE DON'T KILL ME FOR IT.
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I've been writing for six years and after getting a job, it has been harder to update and actually find enough strength and motivation to do it. Well, not that people in the Aoiha fandom would notice my presence, LOL. But I do feel sad to leave the fandom I've stayed with for years, the Bleach or GrimmIchi fandom. I'm not planning to retire today or after posting this, but next year. I have to finish all my ongoing fics until January arrives and write all the giftfics I've promised to my friends. Ughhh... I think I'm killing myself here. LOL.
But I've decided.
God knows how much I love writing, but it's time to let go it go and focus on more important matters. I'm not gonna stop reading, though so writers are not safe from my shameless spazzing and rambling over their awesome stuff. :P
P.S. I'm so exhausted, but today was a good day. It's probably because of my motto. "I don't give a fuck about anything today." It helped.
But I've decided.
God knows how much I love writing, but it's time to let go it go and focus on more important matters. I'm not gonna stop reading, though so writers are not safe from my shameless spazzing and rambling over their awesome stuff. :P
P.S. I'm so exhausted, but today was a good day. It's probably because of my motto. "I don't give a fuck about anything today." It helped.
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Title: Two Sides
Chapters: 2/?
Author:venomousliberty
Genre: AU, Romance
Warnings: bad language
Rating: NC-17
Pairings/Characters: Uruha/Aoi
Synopsis: There are two sides to Kouyou Takashima that only Yuu Shiroyama knows about.
Comments: Some might remember this fic in my old account. I’ve decided to continue working on this again because it is my first fanfiction in the GazettE fandom and it is precious to me. Also, I have my muse back, so YAY!
Dedication: forsweetlolixo.
( “Don’t worry, I won’t hurt you and what Kouyou doesn’t know won’t hurt him, hm?” )
Chapters: 2/?
Author:
venomouslibertyGenre: AU, Romance
Warnings: bad language
Rating: NC-17
Pairings/Characters: Uruha/Aoi
Synopsis: There are two sides to Kouyou Takashima that only Yuu Shiroyama knows about.
Comments: Some might remember this fic in my old account. I’ve decided to continue working on this again because it is my first fanfiction in the GazettE fandom and it is precious to me. Also, I have my muse back, so YAY!
Dedication: for
sweetlolixo.( “Don’t worry, I won’t hurt you and what Kouyou doesn’t know won’t hurt him, hm?” )
Title: Sugar Rush
Chapters: oneshot
Author:venomousliberty
Genre: Romance and fluff
Rating: PG-13
Warnings: None.
Pairings: Aoi/Uruha
Summary: Aoi wasn’t really a big fan of sweets but there was something special about Uruha eating Kai’s cupcakes.
Comments: This is just a drabble I made for my friend, Analyn, who’s celebrating her birthday today. She has no LJ account, but she is an Aoiha shipper and I hoped she would like this. Dear, this is not the fic that I’d be doing for you. This is a small birthday gift, so enjoy and I hope you won’t die from the lame fluff I’ve injected in this, LOL.
( "So, it is vanilla." he simply said before he closed his eyes again, leaned in and this time, touched his lips to Uruha's slightly parted ones )
Chapters: oneshot
Author:
venomouslibertyGenre: Romance and fluff
Rating: PG-13
Warnings: None.
Pairings: Aoi/Uruha
Summary: Aoi wasn’t really a big fan of sweets but there was something special about Uruha eating Kai’s cupcakes.
Comments: This is just a drabble I made for my friend, Analyn, who’s celebrating her birthday today. She has no LJ account, but she is an Aoiha shipper and I hoped she would like this. Dear, this is not the fic that I’d be doing for you. This is a small birthday gift, so enjoy and I hope you won’t die from the lame fluff I’ve injected in this, LOL.
( "So, it is vanilla." he simply said before he closed his eyes again, leaned in and this time, touched his lips to Uruha's slightly parted ones )
Title: Destiny in a Picture
Chapters: 3 / 3
Author:venomousliberty
Genre: Romance and fluff
Rating: PG-13
Warnings: Cheese. Lots of cheese.
Pairings: Aoi/Uruha or Yuu/Kouyou
Summary: The most beautiful being happens to walk in the restaurant Yuu is working for. He flashes his most captivating smile to catch her attention, only to find out that she's actually a man.
Comments: Yay! Final chapter. I apologize once again for the long wait. I’ve been busy with work and I’m sick and I’m also writing a lot of other fics so it took me time to whip up this last chapter. Please read on and enjoy~! ^^
Requested by:sweetmegami
Dedication: Fordeadlyscarlet. Happy birthday, my beloved BB~
( Of course, I’m not asking you to kiss me since we’re in the middle of the street and I’m still on duty and I have to go back to work real soon and you probably don’t want to kiss me because I’m acting like an outlandish idiot right now! )
Chapters: 3 / 3
Author:
venomouslibertyGenre: Romance and fluff
Rating: PG-13
Warnings: Cheese. Lots of cheese.
Pairings: Aoi/Uruha or Yuu/Kouyou
Summary: The most beautiful being happens to walk in the restaurant Yuu is working for. He flashes his most captivating smile to catch her attention, only to find out that she's actually a man.
Comments: Yay! Final chapter. I apologize once again for the long wait. I’ve been busy with work and I’m sick and I’m also writing a lot of other fics so it took me time to whip up this last chapter. Please read on and enjoy~! ^^
Requested by:
sweetmegamiDedication: For
deadlyscarlet. Happy birthday, my beloved BB~( Of course, I’m not asking you to kiss me since we’re in the middle of the street and I’m still on duty and I have to go back to work real soon and you probably don’t want to kiss me because I’m acting like an outlandish idiot right now! )
This made my day...
28/6/12 14:30Okay, I'm having a shitty day at work and I'm tired and stressed as fuck, but this definitely made my day.
The last panel was epic. Simply EPIC. LOLOLOLOL. Now, excuse me while I laugh my head off. XDDD
The last panel was epic. Simply EPIC. LOLOLOLOL. Now, excuse me while I laugh my head off. XDDD
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Surprise Grimm/Ichi moment!
24/6/12 18:56So, I had a chat with one of my closest friends who's currently working in Japan today on Facebook. Before going to Japan, she was not a big fan of Visual Kei or yaoi and while she's staying there, she eventually changed and she's now a certified VK and yaoi fan. She told me that her co-teacher, who's Japanese, asked her a question.
Okay, our convo was in our native language so this is a rough translation, but that was just so funny and amusing and uh... I kinda gave her a link of my jrock fic 'Destiny in a Picture' and well, didn't expect her to look around the journal and she stumbled upon my Ichi/Grimm fic 'Attention Seeker' so now, she knows that I write smut and yaoi and she doesn't seem to give a damn if I'm a perverted bitch, LOL. But yeah, anyway, I feel kinda relieved that she's not weirded out by my weirdness, haha.
My friend:
A Japanese asked me about who would I like for Ichigo. She gave me options. Is it gonna be Inoue? Rukia? I carefully thought about my answer and told her it's ' Grimmjow.' I almost laughed from her reaction. I was also surprised by my answer. I acted like a lunatic.
A Japanese asked me about who would I like for Ichigo. She gave me options. Is it gonna be Inoue? Rukia? I carefully thought about my answer and told her it's ' Grimmjow.' I almost laughed from her reaction. I was also surprised by my answer. I acted like a lunatic.
Okay, our convo was in our native language so this is a rough translation, but that was just so funny and amusing and uh... I kinda gave her a link of my jrock fic 'Destiny in a Picture' and well, didn't expect her to look around the journal and she stumbled upon my Ichi/Grimm fic 'Attention Seeker' so now, she knows that I write smut and yaoi and she doesn't seem to give a damn if I'm a perverted bitch, LOL. But yeah, anyway, I feel kinda relieved that she's not weirded out by my weirdness, haha.
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Title: Invisible
Author: Confusion No Hime
Pairing: Grimmjow/Ichigo
Rating: NC-17
Summary: Ichigo encounters an invisible entity that desires to take him.
Warnings: This fic contains yaoi/homosexual themes, graphic sexual content, bad language, grammatical slips and possible OOCness.
Dedication: For Curiosity Killed Kristy orieffinheartme here on LJ.
( Breath turning into short gasps, Ichigo slowly opened his eyes and was still surprised to see that no one was on top of him. A delightful jolt shot up his spine as he noticed the hollow opening on his groin, a sign that a hand had truly intruded the confines of his hakama, touching his now swollen organ. )
Author: Confusion No Hime
Pairing: Grimmjow/Ichigo
Rating: NC-17
Summary: Ichigo encounters an invisible entity that desires to take him.
Warnings: This fic contains yaoi/homosexual themes, graphic sexual content, bad language, grammatical slips and possible OOCness.
Dedication: For Curiosity Killed Kristy or
ieffinheartme here on LJ.( Breath turning into short gasps, Ichigo slowly opened his eyes and was still surprised to see that no one was on top of him. A delightful jolt shot up his spine as he noticed the hollow opening on his groin, a sign that a hand had truly intruded the confines of his hakama, touching his now swollen organ. )
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Title: The Surprise
Author: Confusion No Hime
Pairing: Grimmjow/Ichigo and Renji/Ichigo
Genre: Romance
Rating: NC-17
Summary: Grimmjow and Ichigo celebrate their third year anniversary as a couple. Grimmjow gives his lover an extra-ordinary surprise in the form of a man with long, crimson hair.
Beta Reader: Keadeblue264
Dedication: For Jolly Marida
( What the fuck was going on? He gathered his scattered thoughts and glowered at the trespasser, his desire squandering away as humiliation was the only emotion ruling in his chest. "Renji, what the fuck are you doing here?" )
Author: Confusion No Hime
Pairing: Grimmjow/Ichigo and Renji/Ichigo
Genre: Romance
Rating: NC-17
Summary: Grimmjow and Ichigo celebrate their third year anniversary as a couple. Grimmjow gives his lover an extra-ordinary surprise in the form of a man with long, crimson hair.
Beta Reader: Keadeblue264
Dedication: For Jolly Marida
( What the fuck was going on? He gathered his scattered thoughts and glowered at the trespasser, his desire squandering away as humiliation was the only emotion ruling in his chest. "Renji, what the fuck are you doing here?" )
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Title: Two Sides
Chapters: 1/?
Author:
venomouslibertyGenre: AU, Romance
Warnings: some angst and creepiness?
Rating: NC-17
Pairings/Characters: Uruha/Aoi
Synopsis: There are two sides to Kouyou Takashima that only Yuu Shiroyama knows about.
Comments: Another re-post. Well, enjoy.^^
Additional Note: I made some minor changes in the prologue. Nothing major, just changed the whole thing to Yuu's POV. I thought it would be easier for me to write that way. Thus, the next chapters will be written in Yuu, Uruha or Kouyou's POV from now on.
Dedication: for
sweetlolixo.( "If I were Kouyou, I wouldn't do this to you, am I right?" He replied amusingly. "I'm not him." He leaned over and brought our faces closer, his lips almost touching my skin, his warm breath felt hot in my ear. "My name's Uruha and I can make you forget about Kouyou." )
Title: Two Sides
Chapters: Prologue/?
Author: 
Genre: AU, Romance, Angst
Warnings: None so far
Rating: NC-17
Pairings/Characters: Uruha/Aoi
Synopsis: There are two sides to Kouyou Takashima that only Yuu Shiroyama knows about.
Comments: This is a companion fic to 'DUAL', the one-shot I wrote for sweetlolixo, and since a lot of people wanted to read more, I've decided to write this fic. Re-posting because I’ve deleted my previous account. Updates might be slow though, considering that real life is a bitch and I'm also writing a fic for another fandom. Nevertheless, I will try my best to update as much as I can. Please feel free to comment and feed my plot bunnies if you liked it. :)
Dedication: for 
Prequel: DUAL
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Prologue:
The first time Yuu saw Kouyou Takashima, he fell hard, metaphorically and literally. He was standing on a chair at that time, trying to place some shoe boxes and books at the top shelf of his closet when the door suddenly opened and a ray of beautiful golden light rushed in. Yuu felt his heart stop, then began beating again in a pace that could rival a bullet train as his eyes laid upon the most gorgeous being he had ever seen, even more so when the man's plump lips curled up in a smile that conveyed kindness and friendliness. That gesture immediately became the death of him and in an instant, he found himself falling on the floor, his bottom screaming in pain as it collided violently against the hard concrete floor. The person responsible for his minor accident quickly ran and hovered over him, concern gleaming in his auburn orbs, beautiful eyes that seemed to suck the sanity and life out of him as he continued to stare longer at them.
"Are you alright?"
A deep, beautiful voice said and Yuu couldn't help but imagine how it would sound near his ear. How those seductive lips would feel against his skin. As much as he would like to find out how his active imagination would answer those inappropriate questions, he snapped himself out of his oneirism and gathered his scattered wits. In a snap, his awe-struck expression morphed into a charming one, offering a cute smile to the beautiful creature that towered over him. "Yeah. I'm fine." He replied, his voice a little breathy, as if he had ran for miles.
The mysterious man smiled wider, baring a perfect set of white teeth that only made Yuu's imagination function again, going to inappropriate thoughts of how it would feel to have those canines bite and nip on his skin. He immediately swallowed hard as his throat went dry and accepted the helping hand that the beautiful creature offered, his skin tingling in delight as his palm touched soft, smooth skin. The other man hauled him up with ease despite his lanky frame and when he finally stood up straight, he found himself looking up. The man was tall, towering over him like an ethereal Greek god and that additional information caused an enthralled chill to run down Yuu's spine.
"I believe you're Yuu Shiroyama? I'm Kouyou Takashima, by the way."
Yuu gave a friendly smile, his chest filled with happiness and excitement at the fact that this handsome man was going to be his roommate.
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Title: DUAL
Chapters: oneshot
Author:venomousliberty
Genre: romance, angst
Rating: NC-17
Warnings: psychological disorder, bad language
Summary: Kouyou Takashima is a homophobe who has another side to him that he’s unaware of... a side that is in love with his roommate, Yuu Shiroyama.
Comments: Re-posting this fic since I’ve deactivated my previous account, deleting this story, as well as its sequel in the process.
Dedication: I wrote this forsweetlolixo who has been a very good and precious friend to me.
Sequel: TWO SIDES
( But that sinfully beautiful voice didn't belong to his roommate, no. It came from another person that secretly resided within Kouyou's heart, a person that only came out when Kouyou was deeply distressed or bothered )
Chapters: oneshot
Author:
venomouslibertyGenre: romance, angst
Rating: NC-17
Warnings: psychological disorder, bad language
Summary: Kouyou Takashima is a homophobe who has another side to him that he’s unaware of... a side that is in love with his roommate, Yuu Shiroyama.
Comments: Re-posting this fic since I’ve deactivated my previous account, deleting this story, as well as its sequel in the process.
Dedication: I wrote this for
sweetlolixo who has been a very good and precious friend to me.Sequel: TWO SIDES
( But that sinfully beautiful voice didn't belong to his roommate, no. It came from another person that secretly resided within Kouyou's heart, a person that only came out when Kouyou was deeply distressed or bothered )
DUAL Re-post? New book?
19/6/12 19:37I'm planning to re-post my first Uruha/Aoi fic, DUAL. I... just feel that I need to post it again instead of letting it gather dust and cobwebs in my documents folder. I'm also thinking of continuing the sequel multi-chaptered fic for that story. I don't know. It's just that suddenly, my muse is back and I'm okay writing it again? O.o I wish I had more time to write and update all the ongoing fics I'm working on. Gaaahhhhh!!!
In another note, is anyone familiar with the erotic novel "Fifty Shades of Grey" by EL James? I rarely read het novels/fics ever since I got into yaoi but, I tried reading it since I was nagged and forced by my friends who are currently gushing over it, and I had to admit... I love it and I'm now hooked and if anything, it makes me want to write smut like hell. It's angsty and romantic and I just love how the author describe details, scenes and characters, especially the lead male character. She makes him look like the... like the... man of my dreams. LOL. *gets bricked for being corny*. I fucking wish it's already weekend so I could finally have free time and write, damn it.
My dearest twin , I promise I'll finish my part in The Musician this weekend. As much as I want to work on the details I forgot to accomplish, I couldn't because my brain is too exhausted to think. Fuck weekdays. Gomen nasai~ TT____TT
In another note, is anyone familiar with the erotic novel "Fifty Shades of Grey" by EL James? I rarely read het novels/fics ever since I got into yaoi but, I tried reading it since I was nagged and forced by my friends who are currently gushing over it, and I had to admit... I love it and I'm now hooked and if anything, it makes me want to write smut like hell. It's angsty and romantic and I just love how the author describe details, scenes and characters, especially the lead male character. She makes him look like the... like the... man of my dreams. LOL. *gets bricked for being corny*. I fucking wish it's already weekend so I could finally have free time and write, damn it.
My dearest twin , I promise I'll finish my part in The Musician this weekend. As much as I want to work on the details I forgot to accomplish, I couldn't because my brain is too exhausted to think. Fuck weekdays. Gomen nasai~ TT____TT
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Title: Attention Seeker
Author: Confusion No Hime
Pairing: Ichigo X Grimmjow
Rating: NC-17
Warnings: smut and a uke!Grimmjow.
Summary: Grimmjow always makes fun of his Chemistry teacher Ichigo to get his attention. What happens if the teacher suddenly invites him to his office?
Note: A fic requested by Kourt.
Sequel: The Yukata Fever
Disclaimer: I don’t own Bleach.
( He wanted his teacher to get really mad at him, scream at him, glare murderously at him and focus his attention on only him. )
Author: Confusion No Hime
Pairing: Ichigo X Grimmjow
Rating: NC-17
Warnings: smut and a uke!Grimmjow.
Summary: Grimmjow always makes fun of his Chemistry teacher Ichigo to get his attention. What happens if the teacher suddenly invites him to his office?
Note: A fic requested by Kourt.
Sequel: The Yukata Fever
Disclaimer: I don’t own Bleach.
( He wanted his teacher to get really mad at him, scream at him, glare murderously at him and focus his attention on only him. )
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Title: The Yukata Fever (Part 2)
Author: Confusion No Hime
Rating: NC-17
Pairings: Grimmjow X Ichigo and some Shuhei X Renji
Warnings: yaoi/malexmale, bad language, sexual graphical scenes and potential OOCness.
Summary: Ichigo gives Grimmjow what he wants on his eighteenth birthday during the Summer Festival and underneath the fireworks.
Prequel: Attention Seeker
Beta Reader: Keadeblue264
Note: This story was split into two parts because it's too long according to LJ.
Disclaimer: I don’t own Bleach.
( Ichigo slowly looked at him and smiled knowingly. “Are you ready to claim your gift, Grimmjow-kun?” )
Author: Confusion No Hime
Rating: NC-17
Pairings: Grimmjow X Ichigo and some Shuhei X Renji
Warnings: yaoi/malexmale, bad language, sexual graphical scenes and potential OOCness.
Summary: Ichigo gives Grimmjow what he wants on his eighteenth birthday during the Summer Festival and underneath the fireworks.
Prequel: Attention Seeker
Beta Reader: Keadeblue264
Note: This story was split into two parts because it's too long according to LJ.
Disclaimer: I don’t own Bleach.
( Ichigo slowly looked at him and smiled knowingly. “Are you ready to claim your gift, Grimmjow-kun?” )
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