I realized that...

[venomousliberty]

I've never really had a best friend.

Lots of friends... yes.

A couple of close friends... yes.

I've considered a few people as my best friend before, but I guess it hurts to know that the feeling isn't mutual.

It must felt really nice to hear someone calling you their best friend.

Comments

[luvthe-gazette.livejournal.com]

I think I know how you feel T^T

[venomousliberty.livejournal.com]

*hugs* TT__TT

[kitty-luvs-noms.livejournal.com]

I know what you mean. Ive got a ton of friends, but there are times when Im just kind of there.

[venomousliberty.livejournal.com]

It's pretty sad sometimes, ne? I do feel envious when your friends talk about their best friend to you and you're like 'Wow. Why don't I have one?' :(

[anknick.livejournal.com]

I know what you mean D:
It's the same thing with me... I try to be friendly and people are friendly... but when I need something... its again only me fighting through...
it just makes life weird... :o
Anyway, happy New year to you!
let this year bring in lots of happiness for you!

[venomousliberty.livejournal.com]

LOL. You're comment always makes me smile. I don't know. Like you know how to sympathize but then you make things seems lighter, you know? XD *hugs* Happy New Year to you too, bb. I sure hope next year will be great for you~ :)

[toesjah.livejournal.com]

You are exactly like me.. when I think about it, I never had a best friend either.

The guy which I thought was my best friend, completely abandoned me after we left school to got to a different highschool. The girl which I thought was my best friend, always had someone 'better' than me.

[venomousliberty.livejournal.com]

Ah, people leaving us... only knowing our worth when they need something... taking us for granted... it's kinda depressing. Nothing hurts the most than to know that the person you cherish doesn't feel for you in the same way.

[toesjah.livejournal.com]

It is depressing, it still makes me cry by just thinking about it, lol it makes me feel like such a crybaby. Sad isn't it?

And the ones who do care, always live way too far away.

[venomousliberty.livejournal.com]

Me too. It's hard not to think about it sometimes, especially when there's something that reminded you of that person.

I've lost count and had gone tired of the times I wished the people I meet online live close to me. They're more of a friend than the ones I have in real life.

[toesjah.livejournal.com]

Same here, I don't even trust people I meet in real life anymore. Just because I got hurt by so many of my 'friends', who eventually treated me like crap.

[venomousliberty.livejournal.com]

Well, we don't deserve people like them.

But still, it probably felt nice to genuinely have someone to be with you when everything is fucked up and accept you for who you are.

Unfortunately, true and honest people are very rare these days. :/

[toxic-duckybear.livejournal.com]

You've lived on planet Earth for only a few years and there billions of people out there so I'm sure there is one person out there who will be your best friend.
I've been in the same place before. Before I met my best friend there was this girl I met and she was like, ''Hey we should be best friends.'' I'm a person who follows others and rarely says no to people and I agreed to being her best friend. When my current best friend (At that time she wasn't my best friend) heard bout this she got a bit mad and came and told me something like this: ''How can you just become someone's best friend? You hardly know her. You don't even know what's her favorite colour'' which was true... So after many years, I got my best friend. So you see you just got to wait. Also me and my best friend sometimes think that the word 'best friend' and words like bffs don't matter. Its like a label or tag which is pointless. What matters most is the feelings and how many close bonds you've made. C:

[venomousliberty.livejournal.com]

I hope he/she comes. I'm glad you found that person for you and I wish I would too. Thank you for the nice insight. *^^*

[yuma-tama.livejournal.com]

Now that I think about it...I haven't either D: I've spent every year with a couple of different people I think I'm close with...and then we just don't hang out anymore...

I really am jealous of people who have that one person or people they've spent most of their life with...

[venomousliberty.livejournal.com]

Me too. People usually just come and go in my life. No one really stays. It sucks. -_-

[missuruha.livejournal.com]

I feel like that at times too :$
Sometimes i'm hanging out with my friends and then everyone has someone to walk/talk with and i'm just there and i start to feel like i don't belong there :/
I think there are only 2 or 3 people who are actually my best friends. Sometimes when they talk to other people or talk about other people, i get jealous af and i hate that about myself but i can't help it 'cause i just don't want to lose them..

But i want you to know that i consider you somewhat equivalent to a best friend, and that i'm really glad i met you ^^ <3

[venomousliberty.livejournal.com]

Me too and it sucks when that happens. You can't help but feel insignificant, that no matter what you do for them, you're just not enough. *sighs*

Thank you, bb. Same here. I'm really glad I met you, too. *hugs*